Following is the chat transcript of my conversation with Matt about his newest drama that somehow leaks it's way into my life.
Matt is online.12:14pm
him - hey
me - hey. wats up?
me - any luck?
me - cool. hows classes goin?
me - good. u feeling any better? u seemed down last night
me - anything u wanna talk about?
me - who is this?
me - like specifically. what is he doin?
how is he keeping tabs on u?
me - just tell him how u feel
tell him that u feel like he may be reading more into your friendship than ur willing to give
and ask him why he's acting that way and make it clear that it is making u uncomfortable
me - was that any help?
me - i mean if he's acting like this he probably has a crush on u so if u want to continue being his friend and care about not hurting his feelings just be straight out with him
and make sure ur not leading him on
me - u should just make sure u tell him ur uncomfortable with him acting this way
me - is that wat u were stressing about last night?
me - how old is he?
me - why dont u tell him how u feel
me - so get to know him and see where it goes from there
but im glad u found someone u like. thats really cool
hope it works out for u
me - hot mess wh
me - dude but if u guys barely know each other maybe u should take some time to get to know one another better before u tell him
regardless of wat u say i'm sure he already has an idea. body language tells it all. let it happen naturally. u cant tell if he's into u yet?
me - are we talking about anyone i know?
me - BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
u like marky?
me - dont be. it's just really funny. dude. please ur just dickmatized. how can u like someone who u barely said 3 words too
im not being mean dude. i just know marky .
lol. good luck with that
please tell me u werent talking about me when u were telling me about ur friend
me - lol. ok. cause that would be the COMPLETELY wrong idea u got.
but yeah. u and marky.
him - why is that funny?
me - no reason. i'm smokin. so it's extra highlarious right now
me - :-)
me - im sorry. go ahead. i'll keep my comments to myself
me - im sorry but he's so masculine
dude he might as well have a rainbow tattoed to his forehead
me - lol. i wont.
me - dude it's really not that serious
me - dont threaten me
im just warning you now
me - ok.
me - dude u do u.
i have my opinions but in the end theyre my opinion
ive only known marky for two years
me - but if u really want my two cents because i care about...
me - my personal opinion is that u should try setting ur sights a little higher. i know u have this hard on for blood in blood out movie extra wannabees but seriously besides a good fuck what really can u expect out of guys like that
if a good times wat ur looking for than hey.
enjoy it while it lasts
just remember.... play safe
but if ur talking about dating and being serious with someone
trying to find a partner
not just someone whos pretty much nothing more than a big dick
me - he seemed sweet? seriously matt tell me one sweet thing he did that night. besides letting u get a live peak at his dick while u guys were peeing
me - who cares either way?
seriously dude. sweet? masculine? who exactly did u meet at my place that i didnt even know was there?
me - he doesnt like white boys from wat he says
me - but im just gonna say this cause i am a firm believer of getting things out of the way to avoid any problems. don't try to use me to get closer to him either.
me - its not an issue. its prefernce. just like u have a preference. it just is what it is
me - i got somewhere to be at 6
some other time
him - ok
and it continues again later....
Me: but u seem to believe otherwise so who knows